unending
ever wanting
wanderlust
or bust
forever shaking
off
the last ditch
effort
from the road
kept me
tying my
and tying
one on
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unending
ever wanting
wanderlust
or bust
forever shaking
off
the last ditch
effort
from the road
kept me
tying my
and tying
one on
L. K. Thayer
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tattered
like a torn dress
that was never
asked to the
prom
folded neatly
hiding
under the bed
where
the bed bugs
bite
take hold
of the night
where gypsies
dance
with fire flies
in the scarlet sky
and the crescent
moon
screams forward
aching to shine
and be a star
someday
like
the sun
L. K. Thayer
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the plug
has been
pulled
your
electricity
no longer
surges
through
me
there is
no Light
at the end
of the
tunnel
no
I am
in
shock
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she no longer daydreamed
of sunsets
nor of a man on a white horse
nor of miracles
nor of dancing till dawn
nor tantrums
nor true confessions
nor her lover
she only imagined cities
who’s cafes she could write in
a table and chair she could
inhabit
with her pen and paper
scribble her thoughts down
drink a glass of wine
and let the rhymes take
her away
she would live her life
simply
by walking to the café
to her table and back
then walk from her table
home
to a solitary life, with her cats
and books and paintings
and poetry
she knew that this
was what she wanted
when she woke in
the morning
after brushing her hair
and feeding her cats
she would put on her shoes
roll down her socks
grab her pen and notebook
and walk down to
the café
she felt a warm feeling
of home
not at home
but within
herself
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Hellooo??
I want more
than the echo
of my voice
ricocheting
between the eardrums
of manic fossils
and stone stares of
alligator handbags
and knock-offs
on sale
you lost me
when you had your
chance
you crumbled like
sponge cake
with nothing but
my eggs
keeping the batter
together
going to mass
couldn’t fix
what was broken
like a lock box
you opened
and thought
nothing
was in it
don’t break
my heart
hello?
don’t hang
me up
if you want to
you can find me
I’ll be
waiting
in the
lost
and found
L. K. Thayer
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I was good at
hide and seek
and loved show
and tell
I was always playing
make believe
and pretending to be
somebody else
behind a mask
hiding
wanting someone
to find me
leaving bread crumbs
or a buried
treasure map
on a scavenger hunt
to find myself
so busy being
others
that I was
lost behind the costume
underneath
an assumed identity
in my own witness
protection
lost in games of
catch me
if you can
running nowhere
running away
running out
playing tag
and afraid
of being
it
L. K. Thayer
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I light a cigarette
trying to keep it to
a pack a day…
after all, I’m not
‘The Marlboro Man’
I’m gonna die
like everybody else
only I’m on the
fast track
dizzy with uncertainty
only certain
I’ve lost my way
I light up another
cigarette
and choke down memories
of softer touches
and sweeter smells
of hope
and you…
and I look out onto
the dead city
with hollow dreams
and vacant chants
of sycophants
who
cling to the past
and what was
the best
of the worst
review
they ever had
and
I light up
again
still thinking
of you
L. K. Thayer
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